Today is day 6 at the hospital. Man the days are long and hard. I wish that I could do something! I did speak up today and say something and I dont know if I will regret it later but for today I am not worried.

The doctor said some of his levels are coming down. His trigylcerides were 3500 and they are now today 900. So that is good; he is looking better, more color in his lips and face. :) I am happy to hear that though he says the pain is still really really bad, I still am glad to see him more talkative, more alert. I can't wait for him to come home.

These last few days have been really hard on me, he is my world, he is my everything. I would do anything in the world for him. If I could give him my pancereas and take the pain, I would ..... I would do it in a heartbeat.

Its hard for me cause I have so many stresses and there is no one that i can really talk to about it! I called my mom last night at like 2am cause I had to get it off my chest, I was crying and I just needed to get it out of my system. It was a good one. :) :)

Anyhow I hope you are all doing good .... I am just sitting here and waiting for my hubby to get feeling better. They are changing his medication soon so I am waiting to get my coffee.

Talk to you soon!!! :)