Today, Vincent is doing much, much better. He is being back to his normal sillier self. Joking around with me, talking more, just everything. I don't know how to explain some of this besides just saying he is feeling better. I have so much around me showing that he is doing better. I am so excited, gives me hope. He is VERY eager to listen to me now about things, he wants to make life style changes so that he never comes back here. Now the key is the life style change has to be more than just popping a pill everyday, its diet, exercise along with his medication. He knows that, he wants to do that because he doesn't ever want to be back here again. This time is a killer for him.

I can't wait to get home and be away from this place. Its been really stressful on me, especially with family. I can't wait to be home with Vincent and me. Things are going to be a little bit stressful cause I am not going to sit back and let this happen again and I am not going to allow other people to make the decisions that they think is what we need to make. I get very frustrated because I have been doing so much research and involved with the doctors during all of this and I have heard already with him in the hospital that he can still have this and that because he has his medication and he still needs to make sure that food tastes good. True, food will taste good but its going to be healthy and they are going to be under my rules. If they aren't under my rules, then I don't want them. Why? Because I have to live with this day in and day out.

For me this means my life, he is my world! I will do this lifestyle change along his side, I am going to be VERY VERY supportive and do everything like him. No cheating even at work, if I do, I will be honest with him but I am going to be sure that he has the support of me 100% behind him.

I could be possibly getting cranky because I have been around too many people for too many days with a lack of sleep, a monster amount of stress but I still know that we are going to be making some lifestyle changes that will be good for him. He will be healthy, hopefully he will be on his way to recovery soon! :) And onto a new and healthy lifestyle for his life, my life, our life and the life of our family! :)