I haven't really had time to post a blog lately but its time that I do. This is more of a vent or something. Since oh before Memorial Day weekend, I haven't been to the gym, why you may ask? I haven't had time cause I was dealing with my friend, then I went away for the week, my boss was out of town and on and on .......

So the other day, I was talking to a co-worker and she said "Are you still doing WW and working out?" I said "No, I quit WW and going to try to learn true meaning of nutrition. And as for working out, I want too but I feel like I haven't had time or energy but I really need to go back and do it" So the next thing out of her mouth is "You are so funny Becca, you always start some diet or some fad and you never stick with it, you are just like me but just think we can be happy and chubby and eat great food."

I have been trying not to let it get me down but it kind of does. Then another co-worker comes up to me this morning since I was here early and said "hey you still going to the gym in the mornings?" I said "Nah I haven't but I need to get back" ...."I've noticed you haven't ... I didn't figure ya would."

Anyhow that is the comment that really got me down in the dumps because for starters and jump on getting back in line and get my butt to the gym. I am going to eat better for myself and for my own health and for the sake of my own energy level.

I am having a hard time with this whole thing, I was doing good. I was feeling good about myself and for whatever I just stopped, I started putting it off and I hate myself for doing that. I hate it.